It has been months since I updated my blog. The last several months have been a true test
for me. For those of you who have Multiple Sclerosis, you will understand. One
minute you are up and running, you feel that you can do it all. Then suddenly
one thing after the next comes your way, and it is not good. The feeling that
MS is going to win or is winning crosses your mind. You ask yourself, what’s the
point of trying anymore? You are too tired and you are in such excruciating pain
that you just want to crawl somewhere and hide. Yes, depression is right there.
You are not the type to give up, but you sure feel like it. You have this list
of goals and things you want to accomplish or at least just for today. If you
accomplish one you say, Thank you God I did just one out of three. Now you added those two things you didn’t do
for tomorrows list and hope that tomorrow is better than today. Everyone has
struggles, aches and pain. We deal with it differently, some share stories of
their struggles and others don’t. I am one of those that doesn’t let anyone
know, up until today. When you are
running your own business, it is really difficult if pain gets in the way, and
you cannot use your hands. In my case, I am unable to sew and I am unable to
bead. I will look at this as a temporary
setback.
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